Did I really need a specific reason to write about? :P

Just when I received your text with your new number, I aknowledge the fact that Im a bad blogger :P. Not because I havent write in so long, but because I didnt went past the essence of blogging. Blogging shouldnt be a task, neither something due. It shouldnt need a reason to be, or at least not a specific one, and in our case, it doesnt have to be interesting to everyone, since just us two read it ;). So there, I will no longer wait so long to post something, or think about something to post, since it can be made spontaneously. That is something I really need to work on :P, spontanity. It seems that everything I do is all planned and organized. But how do I learn to be spontanious? Less rational? Maybe I need to hang out with my sister more... ;)
Anyhow, I do have things to write about, on this nice day of June, where its sunny and warm outside, and I am sitting on my bed, eyes glueded on my computer screen :P.

So first I wanted to write about the great visit I had from dear fella Edna, last month. Tho it was quick and I was working the whole time, I was really happy to see her again. And I'm still so glad we kept in touch since, now what seems years, we met :). The thing is, every time we meet again, we can act like we never stopped seeing each other, the conversations are still fun and at ease. Tho we do grow up and experiment life differently. I just hope this blog will still exist in years from now, so will be our friendship :).

Then I thought about that post I did last summer, where I complain how last year was boring and everything, and I decided this one wont be as unexciting as the last one ^^. And I can already say that so far, it hasn't been so unexciting :D. Tho I'm not fully busy and going out every night, I do go out often, and enjoy what Montreal offers best: festivals !! So far, I must have seen at least 8 shows, most of them free and outside, in 3 weeks, and they were all awesome ! First there was the Francofolies, a festival that promote french speaking music, my favourite ^^, then Quebec day with this huge show happening in a park with lots of different groups and artists, then the International Jazz Fest of Montreal, which is still going on until July 6. Will come after the Just For Laugh festival, again with free outside shows, can't wait !

But beside what as already been done, I thought I'd make a list of things I must do during this summer of 2010, just to make it awesome ! Here it goes:

-Skydiving!! You already know about this one since I told you about when you were here. I haven't done it yet, but the date is choosen: July 18 !! I simply can't wait to this day, I know it's gonna be quite an experience. And what a great way to celebrate my 20th summer! I promise to write about this as soon as I come back from it, when it'll still be fresh in my memory :).

-A lot less exciting but as remarquable: eye surgery! Yep, no more glasses for me soon! Another dream come true, I wanted this since I knew it existed. Tho its gonna cost me all my hard-work from the last year at the bakery, I know it'll be worth it ^^.

-A day-trip to Quebec city! I know I told you how great and beautiful is that city, but I came to realize that I haven't been there since I was.... 14 ! And since my mother has to go often there for her job, I thought I could take her ride and spend the day in the capital and enjoy the Old town :)

-Camping! Something I used to do every summer with the family but lost the habit with the years going by. I can even say that the last time I set up a tent was at my graduation party (in 2007, ugh -_-' ), and I didn't even use it :P, so I don't think that even counts!

-Tam-tams!! I had the chance to go twice since the beginning of the summer, but eh, you never go too often there, its so pleasant and fun :). Perhaps I need to practice my djembe skills to fit in the jam ;).

-Pik-nik electronic! A celebration that also happen every Sunday, tho I never experiment. You could compare this event as a huge outside rave party that happen during the afternoon till dawn, seems pretty exciting ^^.

-Drive in! Something I wanted to do since last summer, and that I haven't been to since I was, I'm not sure..... maybe 13 ? I think it's just a fun way to appreciate the warm summer nights and still be updated about the cinematography industry ^^. Tho I planned to go with friends, not like those clichés where you spend the movie not looking at it, busy doing other things... bahahah!

-.... and probalby more! Ahah, anyways, I intend to make this summer great, so will it be ^^.

About my work next year, I just received the confirmation where I'll be working: Western Newfoundland! So, pretty far from St. Johns ^^. It'll be exciting to live in a far town, with no crowds, no metro or big happenings... I just hope the people there know how to have fun :). And now I'm starting to realize that I'll be actually living there, for 9 months, and that I will be working as a "wannabe teacher".. Am I sure of what I'm doing? Will I be able to do my job? I'm sure starting to question myself seriously, but I know that's what I wanted to do for the next year. I'm just getting a bit anxious with all this, which may be normal... I think :P.

Anyways, it'll sure be an experience I'll remember, and it will probably help me to choose a course for the future. But until this, I must enjoy as much as possible the time I have here with the people I know and appreciate :). Because even tho I know I wont be living my whole life close to my family, I know I builded solid friendship this last year and they might fragilize with me going away. I just hope I'll be able to stay in touch as I did with you :D.
Speaking of staying in touch, hope to hear from you soon, or read from you ^^.
Take care, and wish you an awesome summer also, tho I know it already started great with your trip accross the country. Say Hi to Matt, and tell him I'm sorry, I haven't find him on Facebook, there's so many guys with the same name, how weird? Ahah, anyways, I'll end this post here, its getting pretty long actually :P.
Love,
Robi XxxxX